gah my procrastination levels know no bounds. T__T

the weird thing is, i actually enjoy writing. like the process of researching different things and synthesizing. i actually really like it. and making figures is actually kinda fun.  but yet i like almost HAVE to ADHD’ly check fb like literally every sentence or so.  and it’s like really? do you really think that someone is going to have updated their status or commented on something in the last 10 SECONDS?!  … sadly enough it happens enough that it’s still enough of a reward to do it lol -.-||  but yeah.  *sigh*  it’s almost like i need to short circuit my brain or else the thoughts don’t flow. but if i do it too often, then i can’t establish a good train of thought. sigh. lose-lose situation >.<