i wish i had a rival. or maybe more accurately, i wish i cared enough about something… or maybe someone, enough to make a rival out of them. or is it that i wish the opposite? that someone would care enough about me in something we both care about to make a rival out of me?

anyway. i wish i had one. or maybe finding a role model would help too.  maybe it would help push me out of why i’m always falling short of my potential.