if i had to watch an animal be killed in my stead, with its still fresh blood sprinkled onto me to cover my sin… would i think twice about engaging in sinful behavior?

or would it eventually become so routine that i would be desensitized to the whole process?

just saw a short vid about animal slaughter for meat, leather products, etc… and i had to turn my eyes away and a queasy feeling made me feel sick. :\  yet it probably won’t change my eating habits (well i rarely eat beef and such anyway, but still).  but if i had to see it happen every time for me to get my meat? yeah probably, i would just abstain rather than see something suffer like that.